My vitamins, the saliva microscope and my second batch up of test strips arrived in the mail yesterday. As well as an OTC fertility supplements that I’ve decided to try. In three weeks, I’ll start testing again and with some luck, I might manage to catch the surge.
In the past week, I’ve had to explain to more people that I’ve cared to about why I didn’t have an insemination this month. The frequency and frustration of this repeated conversation has been enough to make me wish I hadn’t told anyone about my plans. My Mom, as always has had my back and for that, I’m very grateful.
I think, maybe next month I’ll play my cards closer to the chest and only speak up if there’s positive progress. While the idea of driving down with someone is interesting, I’m really not very excited about having to entertain someone else while I’m trying to manage my own anxiety. All I want to do is test positive, call it in and drive down by myself listening to my own music and not talking to anyone.
We’ll see if I still feel this way when the time comes.